I am a very sexual being So what is it? I have been told time and time again that I am sexy. I believe it. I am a very sexual being. It is in my nature to touch and be touched, tease and enjoy being teased. I don't hide that. But, when it comes to actually finding someone to be with forget it! I have written to like a bazillion people and IF I get a response, as soon as I mention my kids WHAM MO! It's all over. Am I really destined to be alone till they are grown and perhaps forever? That sucks. Damn! That really sucks!
Oh, I know that I could find someone. But, I don't want just anyone. Been there, done that and wore that offing t-shirt for too long.
I want to laugh with my partner till my sides ache. I want to race home because I want nothing else in the world but to be with that person. I want the butterflies. I want the magic.
It could happen. I have got to believe it could happen. |