Single parent I am not a person who can really plan what is going to pop out of my head at any given moment. That is why I always find it difficult to attempt summing myself up for profiles required online. I have many interests and it just depends on the day where my little brain is going to drag me along for a trip to.
I love my kids, I have been a single parent almost as long as I have been a parent the first time. I did it 3 times total still don't seem to have the hang of maintaining the relationship that is supposed to be a part of raising the kids. I am not going to sit here and do the point and blame game. Its not just me getting dumped, I've ended it a time or two myself because of certain aspects of the relationship I was not willing to settle for. So.I don't know that I am innocent in any way, shape or form myself. What I do know is that I am now serious about making a commitment and though I was burned badly by my youngest son's dad, I am willing to try again, cautiously perhaps, but at least going to give it a shot.
Don't know if its right or wrong, but I hope its fun at the very least, not heartbreaking. Especially for my kids, cause they are the ones who get in the middle through no fault of their own when two adults can't work out the differences. I just don't want them to go through that anymore so serious guys are the only ones I am interested in now. |