It wasn't really a Online dating but It was bad nonetheless okay so It wasn't really a date but It was bad nonetheless. (I was 15 at the time by the way) I live on a block with pretty much all guys. Their all basically my really good friends and they skateboard outside my house everyday. So one night Important sitting at my computer talking to my friends and my friend George calls me. He said "Kayla I need your help. I can’t get home, the world Is spinning, and I don’t really know where I am. but Important In the court" (the court Is What we call the dead end street In front of my house) so I pretty much thought he was kidding and I was like yea alright but then my friend Jeff got on the phone and was like "Kayla has being serious. He had like 8 shots I had like 3. I recognized year house n said yea lets call Kayla she'll know What to do" so I was like okay Whatever and told my friends Id be back In a minute. I go outside (It’s only about 9 pm In the summer but Its already dark)their completely smashed. I don’t even know how they managed to ride their bikes to my house. So Important out there with them, George Is poking, jiffs sobering up a tad bit. Get them water and a towel for George. so finally George Is like I have to be home at 9:30 so I take jiffs bike and ride with George up to his house which Is right down the block and has like all over the place riding his bike but he manages and so I turn back around to the court to stay with Jeff. Important sitting with Jeff and then jams and Luke come up the hill to the court. I wasn’t really friends with them at the time and to be honest I really didn’t like either of them. At all. But they were also drunk so I just stayed with them so they didn’t get killed. Luke layer down In the street but I made him move. And jams tried to jump off my friend’s roof but also prevented him from doing that. To be honest, I had a little bit of feelings for Luke but I would never have admitted to It. ever. But eventually Jeff left and I was out there with Luke and jams talking with them about drinking and drugs and Whatnot (which I never did drugs before) until 10:30 which was my curfew. And likes brother picked them up a few minutes after I went Inside. Okay so the next day I gets a phone call from my friend Erik asking me If I want to come with him jams and Luke that night to likes clubhouse (Its like one of those tree houses on a swing set. Irk Its cool It had 2 floors loll) so Important like yea but Important not going to smoke. I might drink but no drugs and Erik said that's fine. So then that night Important like chilling. Meanwhile my parents are sleeping In the den making It virtually Importantossible to sneak out but they call me n so I jump out of my SECOND STORY window. Yaw It kind of hurts but I’ve done It once before. Anyway. jams was supposed to come get me on his bike n Id ride on the pegs back but then Luke calls me n has like Is It alright If my bro comes to pick u up n Important like yea that's fine. So here comes his bro mike and his friend robs In the front. So I Erik Luke and jams are squished In the backseat. and Important like up against Luke which was weird but yaw know w/e and then I find out that mike and rob are both extremely high. And mike was driving! I was thinking wet am I getting myself Into so then they pull up Into this cull de sac a few blocks from likes house nod they start smoking and Important like almighty then so their passim It around and reeks like. Kayla do u wants to try? (And Erik Is like actually my friend. he was the one true friend I had there) and I was like uh. I guess (I never would have done It If It weren’t for being In the car) so there I go trying this stuff and then we drive to likes house and we go Into the clubhouse and apparently according to Erik jams and Luke I was high so I was like alright w/e then we started drinking which Important fine with and I got fucked up that night. Kept smoking and drinking till I couldn't anymore. Actually I probably could have Important pretty sure we ran out of stuff loll. But anyway. for some reason I wound up sitting on likes feet and has laying down and Important like Luke you got to get up u cant sleep no sleeping get up and so he sits up and then falls forward onto me and then I fall forward so It was kind of like a pretzel loll so then he starts uh. Well feeling I up and I actually didn’t even notice It at first and then I was just like. Oh loll so then he takes my head and turns It to his and we start making out and Important thinking. Okay I’ve done this before this I can handle. So then out of no where he says to me "Kayla. Want to fuck?" now who the hell would say yes to that? Even In my Importantaired state I wasn't THAT stupid so of course I said no! Then he said to me. Want to go downstairs? And to be honest I didn’t want to be alone with him so I said no make them go downstairs. as In Erik and jams which was the same thing as us going downstairs but that didn’t register to me loll so eventually they agirlee to go downstairs and Its just me and Luke and then we took It a little (okay maybe a lot) but farther. And he tried to have sex with me but I stopped It. and then In the end I learned that he had never even Kissed a girl before! And we had just done everything but have sex! so then I needed to be home by 5 so my parents didn’t find out and Erik and jams were like okay we need to leave now and so eventually we left and we're walking down the block and I was seriously about to puke. I thought I was going to die. So I lay down In the girls Luke comes over n sits next to me and Is like are u ok? And Important like I think so and then we start making out again. Important actually surprised I didn’t puke In his mouth. But yea this happened like 3 times. So It takes half an hour to walk back to my house and they walked me pretty much all the way, they turned around at like 5 houses away from mine cusp I told them they could. And the first thing I thought of when I got home was I had to pee and the second was brush my teeth as much as could before passing out. I felt disgusting. V as It turns out me and Luke never went out and now has going out with someone else. I was pretty frigid upset about me and him not going out for a while but Important over It now. I guess Whatever happened Is In the past. I regret It now of course but I realize I should because u should never really regret anything cusp at one point It was exactly What you wanted. |