this Isn't a bad date the person I met at mozunk Okay. Well, this Isn't a bad date the person I met at mozunk, but It Is a bad dating experience. Well, I dated this one guy (J) for almost 5 months. Well, he decides to write me a noteat mozunk.com telling me that he Is breaking up with me. I decided not to read It when I got It because that was What I thought It would say. I walked out of the school and started to read It . So, I started to cry but I made myself laugh at something. I told my cousin and my supposedly best friend, which both said that If he ever hurt me anyway that they would hurt him. All they had to say was that I shouldn't care and stuff like that. Then, they started making out. So, I went back home and cried. I have never cried over something like that. The next day I was at my cousin’s house and J called. When he found out that I was there, he wanted to talk to me. He asked, "Why didn’t you call me yesterday?" I told him that I didn’t think he wanted stuff and me to. So, he asked me to call him when I got home. So, I did and he started talking to me like we did when we were still dating. He asked me If I liked this other guy (D) because someone told him that I did. And of course I told him that I didn’t like him. But I did tell someone that I did like him. He told me he still loved me and always would, and we got off the phone. A few weeks later, I got asked to the Military Ball with D. When J found out, he was really mad. So, my supposedly best friend told me that I was making him jealous and suggested that I go out with D. So, when D got the courage to ask me out, I said yes. Then, I told J that I was going out with D, and he got mad and told me that I should break up with him or I would lose him as a friend. So, I broke up with D. I promised not to go out with D ever again, but I did secretly. Then, I had to stop because I was hurting myself. And about 7 months after being broke up with J, I start dating this other guy. I really didn’t like this guy except as a friend, but my supposedly be sty friend told me that It might help me get back with J. Now that I am dating this other guy, J always gives me hugs when he sees me. Sometimes I wish he would whisper In my ear those three words that he told me up until 5 and a half months after he broke up with me. I am still miserable without him. I feel like I am constantly cheating on my current boyfriend because I still have very strong love feelings for J. |