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i split up with my boyfriend AND i pushed him away when he tried to make up. in the end we ended on bad terms. i know he was heartbroken but i was so hurt by the end of our relationship that i just cut him out/made him think i never wanted to see him again.

if he loved me that much, would he be interested down the line? when a few months have past and we are both a lot calmer?

is it foolish to think this way? i just can imagine seeing him next year when all the mess is forgotten and i know we would care about each other, still.
but he may find someone else.

also he sent me an anonymous email saying he misses me...but also that he is still pissed off. ?do i answer so that we keep in touch slightly? if i did what is a good response to that kind of sentence?!! i think he missed me but didn't want to sound too nice as there was a lot of anger between us at the end. and he contacts me so much more than i do him so he doesn't want to look stupid anymore. i can reply to the email not knowing who it is (i am pretty sure it is him) but i don't know if that is stupid? also i could email him directly from me, no games, but i don't know what to say. i have thought of heavy emails all about us and also just sending him little emails about good things that i remember about us

we are in NC now and although i know he is hurting i think he will keep it up. i wish i could contact him by email with the right attitude and in the right way. one part of me says leave him alone but i think he would hurt less if i contacted him this way - he would know i forgive him and am willing to keep in touch in a distant way.

pls help this isn't easy. we split up because he did things (not cheat) that i thought were disrespectful but it wasnt easy for me to leave and i think this break up was as painful and heartbreaking for me as it was for him.

thank you so much for your thoughts