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I'm having a terrible moment of weakness. I want to call him. I want to tell him I love him. I want to hear that he loves me too. I just want to hear his voice BUT I WON'T DARE CALL HIM! He treated me badly and never seemed to think of my feelings during the break up but yet I still freakin' care so much about him and love him with everything I've got in me. I'm raising our son all on my own while he's spends his weekends with his new gf. I dread Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays knowing that he's with her instead of our family!

He just throws this girl in my face every chance he gets. Last week he told me he loved her and was happy with her. Do you know how much that hurts?!?! Even if I was dating or fell in love with someone else I would never throw it in the other persons face.

My question is do you think he really loves her or is he just saying that to get me upset? Is there hope that he will come back even though he claims he's "happy" with his new gf? I'm trying SO hard to move forward- I'm staying busy and socializing- but once the weekend arrives I break down and start hurting all over again. Why does life have to be so complicated at times?