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I love being with my boyfriend, he makes me happy, I make him happy. We cuddle, snuggle, kiss and hug. BUT we haven't had sex yet. We have a great relationship, but how do I bring lust into it? I don't feel that I'm ready to do it with him yet and I don't think I feel any lust for him. I don't know if I want him in that way, for whatever reason. What should I do? I feel confused, and it's obviously hurting the relationship because my boyfriend wants to do it, but I don't...but then he also feels bad for constantly asking me about it. I think I still feel uncomfortable being intimate with him, I know I'm not doing anything bad but I feel awkward (we've been going out for 1 year and 3 months, you think I'd be comfortable already!). The farthest we've gone is BJs and getting off together. What could I do to feel not so awkward? How do I feel lust for my boyfriend?? A relationship definitely has to have love, but it also needs lust, and I don't want this relationship to suffer because of that